Chocolate addict

People are free willed.
At least that's what we hear a lot of the time. But we're not.
We're addicts.
Not one has something they can live without. Money, shopping, sex, drugs, alcohol are the casual ones.
Chocolate. O god.
Coffee, tea, sports, telephone calls,make up, someone.
I guess the most cruel addict is to another person, cause you can't force one to loving another. All the rest can be bought.

There's a story I know that makes me wonder. This girl fell for a guy real bad. They started dating, but it was all full of shit, truthly. She would do anything for him, for like five months she would allow him to make her a slut, compromise her. Everyone had her for an obsessed typical blonde. And then the guy fell in love. Since a couple of months they're one of the happiest couples, party,study,eat,travel together. He supports her and it's all real.
They're happy now, and every girl and gay guy could just envy the girl. But if she hadn't let herself be treated like that at the start, their relationship wouldn't be happening.
And I keep having this question in my head...Was it worth it?

To make a perfect couple is just luck. There isn't a recipe. You never know what's gonna happen

#1

There's never a good time to start. Though there could be better ones then three in the morning.
What the hell is life? What do we know about it? I'm sick and tired of the grown up world, where you can't share anything real with anyone. Like it all provides just to sex, and hey, guys,let's make that our number one!
We're finding it easier to have sex, something so intimate, with a new met stranger and harder to have an honest conversation with a close person.
God, just fuck this world. It's making me scared I swear. We want to have fun, we don;t want to think about hard stuff. Why cant we show we're weak, cry on someones shoulder, lean on them,try to understand each other,talk,communicate? Cause it's easier. Not to make an effort.